'Guy Sebastian for Australian Idol 2003!!' This Guy is just SOOOO amazing!! and if you live in Australia and have a chance to vote either by sms or phone, please vote for 'Guy Sebastian' for Australian Idol 2003 and give him the opportunity to showcase his talents for the rest of the world to see in 'World Idol' next year, where he will have the chance to be on stage and perform and compete with the likes of American Idols; Kelly Clarkson and Ruben Studdard.
Guy Sebastian is one of the best singers that Australia has had the privilege of watching for the past few months, and Guy Sebastian should win Australian Idol because he definately has what it takes to be an international superstar!!
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* the image is from the Official Australian Idol Website!

its the first day of the month i love november anyway, i just realised that i haven't written in here for a very long time now, i've been pretty busy with university and life in general, but i can say that i'm okay, somewhat happy, well happier than before anyway but not as entirely happy as i could be make sense?

anyway, still no success in finding a job I NEED A JOB! I WANT A JOB! why is it when you're really looking and really wanting a job you never get any offers? thats how its been for me for the past few months and it really sux! job, where are you?? hurry up and get here already!! hehe! i think i'm going to start making my tabulas 'FRIENDS ONLY' from now on. i don't know, i guess i've never really been an open person that likes to share what i'm thinking and feeling with everyone, i really value my privacy, and i also keep in mind that there are people on the internet who read this without me knowing, and that kind of freaks me out. lol. but i guess if people are reading this it kinda means that what i write is somewhat interesting? yes? no? whatever. i'm going to write when and what i want to write anyway! hehe.

so now i have to concentrate on studying for the upcoming exams. it feels as if i have so much time to study, but i know from experience that if i don't start studying sooner i'll end up doing all my studying last minute, and I DON'T want to do that. no way. i hope i do well in all of my subjects this sem. i'm really praying that i'll do well

my birthday is coming up soon, and i'm getting excited i really hope that its going to be one of the bestest birthdays that i've ever had (or the bestest that i'm going to have in my life) this is a milestone, so i hope its going to be good i've been looking around a bit at some dresses and shoes, but unfortunately i haven't found the dress and shoes that i pictured myself wearing. i hope i find it, or it finds me soon! hehe.

i walked a long way yesterday so that i could finally buy the lip gloss that i've wanted for a very long time now. but instead i couldnt resist the 3 for the price of 1 offer so i ended up coming home with 3 lip glosses instead of just the one that i was going to buy. yippeeee!! i love sales! i showed my mum the lip glosses i bought when i got home and she asked why i keep on buying lip glosses since i have so many already hehe, she even asked "are you planning to have a lip gloss collection?" hehe. but really, i couldn't resist the bargain. and of course i can never resist a good lip gloss when i see one. lol!

i don't really have that much planned in the next 2 weeks or so, besides studying and planning my upcoming birthday.

i did all the laundry this morning, and i'm so proud of myself, its not that i never do the laundry, its just that i feel like i should be contributing more in household chores rather than sitting on my butt all day procrastinating, eating too much and doing other useless junk. i also want to learn how to cook, not just cook, but really cook so that when people eat my food they'll say "yuummmm! that was so delish!" hehe.

anyway, thats all for now.

see yas!!

i'm getting excited about my upcoming birthday!! i love birthdays!! hehe! i'm looking at what i can wear, i want to wear a pretty dress, but not a formal one, a nice dress to wear at night to dinner there was this nice pink dress that i saw a few weeks ago, but i'm not sure yet, co'z i might look a bit too overdressed, and i hate when that happens. anyway, i'm excited!

it looks as though this weekend will be spent doing yet another 3000 word essay, and unfortunately i have a few more essays and exams to go before i can say that sem 2 is finally over. but i'm not really complaining about the assignments (what the..? lol!) but its more so the fact that theres so little time to do everything. i want to make the most of the rest of this semester, and hopefully i'll do really well in all my subjects, coz' so far it seems as though i'm going okay

we got 13 different essay questions to choose from for this 3000 word essay, and i decided to do mine on the roe v. wade decision (the legalisation of abortion laws) its really interesting, but there is so much reading that i have to get done. now i'm wishing that i'd started this essay heaps earlier. oh well.

theres a nationwide university strike this thursday, but we have to make up for all the classes that we're going to miss out on that day, even though this whole strike business isn't our fault so now i have to try and squeeze in all the classes that i should be having on thursday, all on tuesday and wednesday.

anyway, this entry is boring, i know.

'til next time! keep smiling folks!

i love the little twin stars hence, my cute new little twin stars icon they are like the only characters of sanrio that i actually really like, i think that they are so adorable i even have a cute little twin stars photo album with photographs from when i was born to when i was about 11 months old i love them!! i love them so much that i bought a cute little twin stars i.d. wallet the other day, to put my concession cards and train tickets etc. i used to have a little twin stars wallet that was actually my mum's wallet, but i can't seem to find it anywhere hopefully it will show up one day.

there was a 24 hour strike at uni today, and almost all classes were cancelled. apparently some classes were still on, but luckily mine were all cancelled at least it gave me extra time to work on my essay that was supposed to be due today, but because of the strike, it is now due tomorrow. thank God for that! i just need to polish up my essay a little bit, and write up a conclusion, then its all finished! at least for this week that it is, coz' i have another one due next week. but lucky for me, my assessment timetable this semester was not as hectic as last semesters.

i hope this entry cross-posts to blurty!!

these emoticons are just so cool!! hehe!!

~to trisha: sorry i couldn't meet up with you trisha, i promise that next time you're here, we will meet up okay? its just that i thought that we would be meeting up on tuesday. sorry again. next time okay?!

i'm going to uni tomorrow (even though i'm on my "mid-semester break"), i'm really dedicated to my studies aye? well kinda, its just that i really have to start my essay thats due when i get back, and i can't seem to get much work done at home, coz' i end up sleeping in, eating, going on the net, bludging, or doing some other unproductive things instead. so i'm going into uni, and since theres no distractions in the library, i am hoping to get heaps of work done :D

the weather has been oh so weird again. last week the temperatures were nearing summer highs already, and this week its been winter temperatures again. what the..? like for example, today its raining and very cold. i really don't know what to wear in the mornings when i leave the house, should i dress for winter or spring/summer? hopefully it doesnt rain tomorrow, especially since i'm going to have to walk to the train station and back.

well yesterday the sibling day out went as planned and i had a great day a great day out in the city is always lovely. even if i didn't have enough money to shop and buy all the beautiful things that i wanted to buy (J-O-B!!!! hopefully soon!!) i still had a great day chilling with my siblings! hehe

how do i post the same entry that i post in here into my blurty? i've seen some people cross post between their tabulas and their blurty, but silly lost me can't seem to figure out how? can someone please help? it will be very appreciated if someone can help me out on this one

well, i spent the whole first day of my study break bludging at home what's new aye? i watched that mariah carey movie glitter, that apparently flopped in the cinemas in america, and now i can say that i know why lol! it wasn't anything special, i wouldn't recommend it to anyone. i'm also finally going to see amelie very soon in fact i was going to watch it today coz' we rented 8 dvds yesterday, but my sister preferred to watch glitter instead. hehe.

tomorrow is going to be a sibling day out, i promised my siblings that i would take them out during this break, so we're going to the national museum tomorrow, and then afterwards we're going to go have lunch and shop around that should be fun, hopefully it doesn't rain, and hopefully its not too hot. yep, i'm hard to please when it comes to the weather, i always seem to complain about something.

i don't really like the person that i've become/becoming it makes me really sad to think about whats been going on inside this head of mine lately. i really want to vent out everything but i don't want to do it here, you never know who'd be reading my journal. can't trust anyone these days its oh so very sad *tears*

oh well..

i haven't written in here in a week, nor have i posted a decent entry in my blurty in quite a while either.. i guess i couldn't really be bothered. i didn't have anything exciting to write about, and i wasn't sure whether i should post in here or there. now i really don't understand how some people can have more than 1 journal, and still update all of them often. hehe.

well nothing exciting has happened lately, nothing ever really does in my life its always so boring, and so lonely, so depressing. *tear*

i met up with a friend who i hadn't seen in a long time, and she's still the same girl i knew before she was really cracking me up with all her funny stories she's doing well too, and she just recently bought her own car with the money that she's saved up from her full time job she's the assistant manager now too! woohoo! yay! i'm so happy for her she's such a sweetie, she deserves all the happiness in the world.

after i met up with my old buddy from high school, my sister and i went to the cinemas and watched freaky friday it was okay, it was funny. but how many different versions of freaky friday have they made since the original jodie foster one in the 70s? *shrugs*

i'm really looking forward to meeting trisha *waves* (oh yeah trish, i got your sms the other night, but i couldn't message back coz' i was doing an assignment that was due the next day! hehe! just give me a buzz when you get here yeah?)

my obsession and consequent paranoia with reading my horoscopes has decreased lately, hehe! thank God for that too, i was getting obsessed with reading them everyday, and then stupid me would get paranoid and start thinking crazy thoughts even though i really shouldn't. i was looking at the horoscopes section in today's newspaper, and i read the horoscopes for every star sign, and i just realised that every person could relate other horoscopes with whats going on in their own lives. horoscopes are so ambiguous, so general and full of unnecessary fluff. thats what i think, and also what a lot of people think too. i will no longer be paranoid!!!!

i'm currently on a one week uni break but more like a catch up on readings, and finally start and finish assignments week so technically its not a break. this week i'm going to start my assignments that are due when i get back, and maybe do some other necessary things too. for example:
* get a haircut and colour
* buy some necessary summer clothes, accessories,
bags, shoes etc.
* finally get a J-O-B!!!!
* clean my room
* and the most important one, which will remain my
secret for now hehe! *winks*

oh yeah, i was viewing my tabulas on my uni computer and the pink was so bright, that the writing was practically invisible is this the case on everyone's computer? because it looks fine on my computer, its readable at least. let me know please, it will be appreciated

okies, 'til next time

see ya!

*note: yep, i just changed the colour on this thing coz' the other pink was way too bright, and too dark. and anyway, i love light, pastel, baby pink much more anyway

i've finally changed the colour of this thing, and its very, very pink as you all can see. hehe but it goes with the whole pinkfairyfloss thing.

has everyone from blurty moved here to tabulas or something? lol! =P by the way, to all the blurty people, i'm dear_heart from blurty, as you can all probably tell from the dear heart candy icon, in case you were wondering.

anyway, i haven't done any of the work that i had planned to complete today although i did manage to get some of it done, i'm disappointed with my lazy self. tsk! tsk!

the forecast says that its going to be a VERY hot day tomorrow so i'm contemplating whether or not i should go into uni tomorrow (since i have a day off anyway), or whether i should just stay home and avoid roasting myself in the sun?! i don't know yet, if i'm motivated to go into uni tomorrow i will.

i really like tabulas now that i've figured out how to use it, like trisha said, its much more user friendly and you can store 75 pics!! woohoo!

tabulas is fun!! i recommend to everyone who does not have one yet, to hurry up and register an account now!!

australian idol is on tonight! i think the theme is the 70s! it should be a good show.

i'm really hopeful that this week will be a good week! i have a very strong feeling in my heart and mind that this will be the week!! and i am so excited!! words cannot explain what and how i am feeling, but everything is looking good

i hope everyone has a really good week!!

if you want to be friends just introduce yourself on my tagboard, i'm nice, so i'll most probably add you as my friend too! what am i going on about, of course i'll add you .. since i have no friends at the moment

everyone on my blurty friends list seems to have signed up to this tabulas journal, so i thought i'd check it out too, and it looked like heaps of fun, so i signed up too, so now here i am! =P

i'm not sure how everything works here yet, but i'm sure i'll figure it out soon, hopefully!